Sunday, April 14, 2013

Those were the days

"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver.


Photo by Marihiko (that's me on Instagram)



It took Margaret Thatcher, Pope and a dog to get me back behind the computer and write.

Last week, the whole world, news etc. talked about only one thing: The first (and so far the only) female Prime Minister Margaret Thatcher's passing. It's not a shock, she was 87 and ailing. When I turned on the TV and saw her image, a rush of emotions came to me. I pushed back tears that build up, I swallowed back the cry... Why? My guess is that the image took me back to my childhood when she was the PM, and how the world changed since then, how my life had changed but more than anything, seeing people around me or famous people dying of old age, once again reminded me that I was getting old. I will be 38 this year, still young I know. For some things young, for some things old or late... I'm sorry Thatcher but I cried for myself.

Pope, not the newly elected one, it was a question on "who wants to be a millionaire?" about John Paul the 2nd. The question which gave me instant chills was "Pope John Paul the 2nd was the first Catholic pope to enter and pray in a mosque. Which religion was it?" Well, the answer is "Daaa, Islam", but that wasn't the point for me or what made me emotional. This monumental event took place in 2001 in Syria, 30 years after his assassination attempt by a Muslim Turk, Mehmet Ali Agca. I remember those news too. I'm not even a religious person, so why did I have a lump in my throat again? Help me understand...

And the public service announcement on TV by ASPCA about donations to be a guardian and help stop animal cruelty... I couldn't find it on the web or I was going to share it. Very sad song in the background, a dog with very sad eyes looking up, a woman slowly and with intense compassion in her voice saying "...badly beaten/treated/punished (talking about the dogs)by their owners never knowing what they have done to deserve so much pain..." or something along those lines. Sometimes, or if you are a believer and things don't go the way you would like or just seems like all bad things are happening to you, don't you catch yourself saying "Why God, why is it me, what did I do wrong to deserve this?". Will we ever know? Is there ever a reason for anything that happens? The dogs wait for donations so the shelter rescues and takes care of them. Where do we take shelter or find peace for things sometimes we have no control over?

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Notes to My Daughters

 "What I want my daughters to know - about me..."









Since my husband gave me an Ipad as a present around May, I'm hooked on Instagram, taking pictures of funny moments, cozy interiors, still lives etc. I liked the idea of creating a setting for certain moods. My husband and I were sitting one night at the table after dinner and I was sipping whatever left of my wine with a piece of chocolate. I realized that was something I loved a lot and I did that usually after kids went to bed and they either never saw me do it or wouldn't have understood the pleasure I got from it. I decided that I will write notes to them about random things like this that I enjoy so they remember something about me when they grow up. And I decided to make it fun for me now by taking staged photographs of them and hiding them inside books in our big library, also fun for them when they grow up and find them all of a sudden in a totally random book.

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Model for a day


























Thank you my very talented and dear dear dear friend Anjelik for such a wonderful weekend and what will be the best pictures of me and my daughters yet. I will cherish the moments you captured forever. Thank you for making me feel like a supermodel with your great eye behind the lens. The pictures turned out comparable to the works of Herb Ritts and Patrick Demarchelier, in my humble opinion :), considering these were shot in a mere hour, all natural (lighting), make up self done, no photoshop. This I call true talent and labor of love my friend, bringing out the best in me, as a true friend would do. Thank you for my Mothers Day gift... You were meant to be here for me this weekend. I can't thank you enough... I wish the best of everything to come in your way...

All rights of the pictures belong to Anjelik Oktay. This shoot was done for an assignment she had as part of her photography class.

Note: This bunch is only the 25 of 150 great pictures we kept from the shoot. A02 and L10 each have beautiful photos that we will definitely frame and display in our home.

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Second Chance


 "SERENDIPITY. Look for something, find something else, and realize that what you've found is more suited to your needs than what you thought you were looking for." - Lawrence Block

When I met my husband he had just bought our house in Laguna Beach and already started furnishing it which by the way was decorated very tastefully for a bachelor. There were still little corners left here and there that I could fill though... One was in one of the guest bedrooms downstairs. I always loved visiting consignment stores whether I need anything or not. During one excursion I saw this {now} 125 years old sewing machine and thought it would fit perfectly in that corner as a desk. My husband rejected the idea. I couldn't see a reason why because it was the perfect size. It was only $15 (!!! - I know, right?) and it was very original. But it wasn't a traditional desk. When we got home, I withdrew and must have looked sad. He worked in the garage a little bit and said he needed go get something from the hardware store. Yes, you guessed it :) He came back with the sewing machine... Here it is today, 14 years later, dividing itself between Southern and Northern California, just like we do...

Laguna Beach Guest Bedroom



Sewing Machine - part of my craft area decoration in Danville


Spring Bloom

 "Truths and roses have thorns about them." - Henry David Thoreau

From our garden...







Monday, March 26, 2012

When I was a little girl, I asked my mother what will I be....

"Children have a wonderful ability to describe things in their essence as well as give you advice for life."

Lucy and Lillian

Pinky II

Ayse Wilson

I first saw Ayse's work in a magazine that my father-in-law sent me from Istanbul. I loved them at first sight and searched all over the internet to find where I could obtain one. When I found her on Facebook, I took a chance and wrote a message to her and to my surprise she wrote back to me immediately. I wasn't expecting that because I thought "she doesn't know me, she must be busy, etc.". This was at the beginning of February and since then she has genuinely and kindly corresponded with me over the internet and answered questions for me in her busy schedule with two kids and an upcoming show in Istanbul, not to mention a flu that affected her whole family. I have been dying to introduce her and her wonderful work to you ever since. And I believe, as you read the interview, you will agree with me that it's not only her work but also her personality which draws you and makes you want to know more about her.
A little bit about Ayse
Ayse was born in America to an American mom and a Turkish father. My first message to her was in Turkish however after learning that her Turkish is as good as my Spanish, which sadly is not so fluent, we continued in English. She has studied History at Wellesley College, whose alumnae include Hillary Clinton, Nora Ephron and Madeleine Albright to name a few. She went on to get her masters degree in Fine Arts at New York Academy of Art and also studied art in Italy. Ayse has been an assistant to Jeff Koons, as some of you might know, is the world famous artist whose work has been sold at record prices for any living artist. Her work has recently been selected by Sotheby's London for their Turkish Contemporary Art auction. Next up in her agenda is her solo show at PG Art Gallery in Istanbul, called "When We Were Little", through April 12th till May 13th. Unfortunately, I will not be in Istanbul around that time but if you are anywhere near, save these dates and make sure to visit.

Here is Ayse in her own words:
Does your daily life inspire, nurture your creativity and paintings or is painting an escape for you from the real world?
Daily inspiration and escapism co-exist in some strange combination when it comes to creating art. I think artists, and anyone who is trying to create something; designers, writers, dancers, musicians, chefs, etc., are usually people who are very aware of and sensitive to the people, objects, environment and activities surrounding them. They archive and process their impressions, expressing them in various ways, which is why art can be so original and yet also so universal. I think for many artists, their work is an essential part of their being, in the sense that it would be difficult for them to do anything else. Painting always feels like an escape for me because a lot of my work involves creating fantasy portraits of imaginary people. For example, the difference is that when you are painting a landscape you feel like you need to respect and honor the vista in order to represent it honestly. When you paint from your imagination you are trying to understand an idea you have and it is really easy to get lost!
What is the process to create a series? Does title come first or the color scheme? Do you sketch?
I think a real series probably starts very organically. It’s sort of an idea that turns into an examination of a concept which gets broken down into various studies, which by definition come to be called a series. I have always been a sketcher. I keep notebooks and scrapbooks of little drawings and doodles. I used to work in advertising, on the creative side, and I would sit in these really long, boring client meetings and I would start off attempting to take notes and end up with drawings instead, usually having nothing to do with the client. In fact, my swimmer series came from drawings I did sitting in the advertising meetings. I think I felt really trapped in an office and I started drawing little figures of swimmers jumping around. I was also missing Italy, where I had lived and studied for a while and I was trying to remember how the frescoes looked and I decided to populate them with swimmers instead of saints.
What is the theme of your current show/project?
I am still working on my “Swimmer” theme, which has evolved into a “Baby Swimmer” theme. I am preparing for an exhibition called “When We Were Little” at the PG Gallery in Istanbul next month which is about youth, innocence and the timeless space we occupy when we are young. I use the childlike swimmer motif to try to portray a hopeful and carefree essence, and nostalgia for youthful fantasy. I am trying to capture that moment we all shared when we were little and everything felt safe and good, when we didn’t know about any of the bad stuff.
What else would you consider as art other than fine arts, visual and performing arts?
Lately I have been spending a lot of time thinking about cooking as an art form because when it is done really well, it is so impressive! Living in NYC, or probably everywhere these days, people don’t cook very much, everyone eats out, or orders in, but when someone cooks something really high quality and delicious in their own kitchen it seems like such an achievement. I also went to see the Broadway revival of “Jesus Christ Superstar” the other night and I was completely mesmerized by the voices of the actors. They sang so well, so intensely and so incredibly loudly! It was really one of those experiences that made you get chills. What an art form. I was completely blown away.
What do you display as art in your home (other than your own) and how?
I try to display as much art as possible; it makes your house come alive. I buy work from my artist friends, I have some old paintings handed down from family, and this year we splurged on two Richard Serra prints which I cannot stop looking at. I love listening to my 4 year old son’s commentary on the art: “One of them is all stuck and mooshed together and the other ones are OK because you can see them.” Children have a wonderful ability to describe things in their essence as well as give you advice for life. It’s really important for children to grow up around art, books and photographs, any kinds of artistic images that will leave an impression and become iconic for them.
What is your current state of mind?
I am very happy understanding that I want to focus on only a few things in my life. If I try to do too many things I know that I get confused and distracted.
Thank you, Ayse for this lovely look inside your peaceful, colorful and gifted imagination.
 

Wisdom

                                                                      
                                                                  

doing easily
what others find difficult
is
TALENT;
doing
what is impossible for talent
is
GENIUS.

***
Henri-Frederic Amiel






Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Listen! You will be pleased :)

You have decided to improve
You have confidence in all that you do
After adjusting the volume
You will have time to get in the position 
You have chosen for relaxing

Now

Start looking at the object

I want you to

Keep looking at the object



Say your keyword
Smoking, drinking, overeating

Smoking

Now

Start looking at the object

I want you to

Keep looking at the object

 And these are my last words

With new knowledge

In your unconscious

You will be pleased

MC Honky - The Object - from the soundtrack of the movie The Anniversary Party 

 

Friday, March 9, 2012

READ - Paris versus New York - A TALLY OF TWO CITIES.


"Paris is known for her charming streets, her infinite possibilities, her mystery; I love her for her unpredictable moods, her whimsical nature, the whirlpools churn beneath her surface calm." - Vahram Muratyan author/blogger of Paris versus New York - A TALLY OF TWO CITIES.

If I was a city, I would probably be Paris. I know I should be reading and talking about Bringing up Bebe, which I am and I will, but I couldn't wait to mention this fun book Vahram Muratyan created after his much acclaimed and instant hit graphic blog comparing the two cities. Great observations and definitely a visual treat.







Monday, March 5, 2012

Are you Oscar worthy?







I don't have much time to read the Wall Street Journal regularly but L10 and I pick it up from the driveway everyday. A few weeks ago, on a rare occasion, while L10 was taking her nap, I quickly looked over the paper. Coincidentally, there was an article interesting for me. Could I be the inspiration behind Oscar de la Renta's next resort collection? Well, at least I thought I could be a slice of it among thousands of other creative and tasteful people.


If you are using Pinterest, that's what ODLR is doing with The Board. Creating a digital inspiration board with images or videos submitted by you, me, anyone, from all over the world. It will be up for 3 months. Oscar and his team will be viewing the board on a 27 inch screen in his office. If you plan to submit original work make sure you read the Terms and Conditions section so that you know what rights you are giving up or what your limitations are and so forth.


I have found many inspiring images myself and already pinned some on my Pinterest. Even if you don't post anything you can still benefit from being exposed to new ideas, things, artist etc... Enjoy the show! Oh, and lets see if you could find what I have posted :) A few of them have been pinned on Pinterest by other people. (All are photos I have taken and thought might be fit for a resort collection.)